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[27 Oct 2006|09:05pm]
This shit is dead.

If you really want to keep up to date with my life....

www.yazwa.com
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[27 Mar 2006|04:12am]
[ music | Graves At Sea- Black Bile ]

My sleep schedule is so fucked.

Bring on the summer Arizona!

Also, thumbs up to having wonderful roommates come August/September.

The Roc is back....

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[13 Mar 2006|11:00pm]
I will not fucking break.

No way, no how. I'm stronger now. I'm better now.

I'd like to take this moment to thank the friends that have helped me through this shit.

Danielle, Kathryn, Marissa, Melanie, Jae, Claire, Jenette, Brandon, Spencer, Tanar, Jay, Rachelle, Lindsay, Dana, Michelle, Kristin, Kyla, David, Sarah, Matt, Brett, etc. You are what makes life worth living. You are all wonderful people and I will do my best to be there for you the way you've been there for me.

You know what else that little list means? It means I have everything I need in life and I can survive through this. Nothing else matters.

P.S.- The Hills Have Eyes is pretty great.
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[10 Oct 2005|06:10pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | The Get Up Kids- Shorty ]

I update this thing once or twice a month it seems now. I guess I've just lost interest in it. I read everyone else's posts on a daily basis. But, I can never seem to make myself post unless something extraordinary happened. Well I guess extraordinary sums up this weekend about as well as words can. This was the best weekened of my life. I know a lot of other people are posting the same thing and it's probably become passe and cliche to say so already, but there isn't any other way to put it. This weekend I saw Trial. One of, if not the, most inspirational and important hardcore bands to ever take the stage. And this weekend I got to see them in a room full of 850 friends, new friends, companions, enemies, and people I've never met and never will. But, for that 40 minutes or so that Trial played, we were all one big sweaty mass of passion. I could never put into words what seeing Trial last night was like. The only thing that comes close to describing it is pure passion. Last night is what hardcore is about and the only reason I still care about something that seems to be losing so much of it's meaning as time goes by. On top of that, there was an amazing tribute to Blake Donner on Saturday night. I met Blake for the first time a few months back and he instantly had an impact on my life. I'm not going to claim that we were best friends or anything, but when Parallax played their new song with Greg Bennick doing spoken word over it, it was very hard for me to hold back tears. I had to leave after the second song they were playing because it was just too hard for me to witness. What happened to Blake has really put my life into perspective for me. I can't believe that someone who I met just a few months ago, in the prime of his life, was taken from us just like that. Barricades set let me take out all my feelings of frustration and sadness. It was one of the most intense sets I've seen in a long time. I ended up getting kicked really hard in the face twice by stage divers and got some pretty brutal marks from it. But, it was definately worth it. On top of all this I got to see old friends from all over the country and spend some quality time with Carrie. In case you aren't keeping up to date on my life and want to know, Carrie is my new girlfied. I feel so blessed to have her in my life as she is one of the best girls I've ever had the pleasure of meeting and is making a huge positive impact in my life. Hopefully I will bring her back to Arizona soon so all you guys can meet her.

Other than all that serious stuff. My 40 gig 3rd generation iPod broke. I had a service plan for it at best Buy, so today I took it back and got a 60 gig color photo iPod for free. FUCK YES!

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[29 Jul 2005|04:12am]
[ mood | blank ]

This is the fucking end.

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[07 Jan 2005|01:45am]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | The Streets- Empty Cans ]

I am a fucking idiot. I almost lost every chance I had to every lay down next to her again. But, through it all, tonight I get to sleep with her in my arms once again. HOLY SHIT BALLS I LOVE YOU!!!

Also, tomorrow is a whole new day and a chance for me to turn it all around. If you don't believe that people can change, prepare to be proven wrong. Thank you to all my friends that have always been there for me, you mean the world to me.

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[19 Jun 2004|05:13am]
FRIENDS ONLY

You know the drill, comment to be added.
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